[FONT=Impact][SIZE=10][COLOR=red]It's been a couple of interestin days, to say the least. Two that I thought were long gone from these lands are back. I am so excited. One of these is my dear rogue. How I've missed him. I do hope we are able to catch up more soon. The other is that dang warrior. I don't know rather to hug him or hit him half the time, but I am so happy to see him back. And of course, wouldn't ya know it, he was rushin off to train as always. I'm gonna have to sit on them two and make em relax some before they put gray hairs in me head.

I'm sittin here in Milltown at the moment, just watchin the people rush by. There was a time that ya could hardly walk through this area without bein pushed around from all the people. Now all they do is rush about, hardly ever stoppin to talk to anyone. They all must be in some type of rush like somethin's after em or somethin.

Azure's invited me to a party tonight. I just hope I'm able to make it. She said it was nothin big, but this time of the year calls for parties. I must admit, I do love a good party. I'm just hopin they don't expect me to talk or anythin like that. That's one thing I ain't been able to get over, talkin around a lot of people. But it will be a good place for me to observe what others do. Think I will have to pull out me cloak and sit in a corner to see what happens.[/FONT][/SIZE][/COLOR]

[FONT=Courier][SIZE=14][COLOR=red]Still tryin to get over how I feel about gettin to level 63. It's been tirin, not just the trainin, but tryin to get all these flowers out of my hair. I feel like a flower child or somethin with em droppin out the way they are every time I go to remove one of my picks.

I've been able to talk to a couple of old friends here of late and makin some new ones. Still have to make myself go and sit in an inn somewhere and be still. It's always been a hard for me to do that. Ya would think after all this time, I would be able to perfect the art, but alas, I ain't able to do so.

I've only gotten to talk to Lil One a couple of times. I miss her smilin face and her enthusiasm over every thing. I wish I was able to talk to her again soon, to help me figure out a few things that I can't. Hopefully I'll be able to sit and talk to her soon. As of right now, I really need to find a place to farm. Seems my plat purse has gotten awfully light this past week. Hopefully I won't have to upgrade this armor again until I reach 65, but then that depends on my patience as well.[/FONT][/SIZE][/COLOR]

[FONT=Geneva][SIZE=14][COLOR=red]So many new places to explore. I must remind myself to take a rest every so often before I wear myself out. I have to make myself sit in the inn or in the town centers to observe the goins and comins of those around me. I make myself sit and catch up with old friends. It's rather interestin the things that go on, especially with Fall Festival here. To watch those around me take off runnin for a bandito is rather funny, they are hopin to get his treasures off of him, and the suspense of what he may have. I am unsure if I understand this fascination, but at least it does give me a good laugh. I do love this time of the year though. With all the festivities that are goin on and all, it always puts a person in a better mood.[/FONT][/SIZE][/COLOR]

[COLOR=red][FONT=Geneva][SIZE=14]No matter how long one has been away, memories still come back when they least expect it. Some of these memories, you want to hold onto, to never forget, others you wished would never return. It could be a place you travel to, something someone says, or even a smell on the breeze. I wish I could continue to hold all these memories at bay, to never be remembered, but alas, ain't what happens to a person what makes em who they are today.

I have been so fortunate with the friends that are still in the lands. To be able to laugh with them and catch up on the what's been happenin has been worth my travels. Will I leave like that again? No one knows what life has in store for them, so that is somethin I, or no one, can answer. So, I will cherish these days and make the best of them, makin new memories with new and old friends alike.[/COLOR][/FONT][/SIZE]

Feels weird, but good being back in these lands. Lil One is always as beautiful as ever. It is taking me some time to get use to my surrounding again, seeing old friends, making new ones. Not sure about how I feel about that as of yet. I have so many thoughts runnin through me head, but rather I can get em to come out right, no one knows. Not sure about what I should be doin now, feel almost lost at times, roamin around, tryin to help, catchin up with a few. Then to hear news about Elijah, I am still in pain and shock over what happened. Not sure what they were thinkin goin after that demon as they did, but I do understand the reasonin, but is vengeance always best when comin from us mere mortals? Shouldn't that be somethin that be left in the hands of the gods? What do I know, I'm just one confused, ramblin rogue that is tryin to find her place in these lands ...............